It does make me feel strange, you know? How can I feel so small in this big world when everyone else are just as small as me? I want to encourage him to stay. But it might just make everything worse. Please, just let me feel in control for once in my life. Everything seems to tumble down around me when I finally think I've found something good. Something that'll last. I have to make a move, take a chance. But how can I do that when I think it'll ruin it all?